coldness in the INTEC LIBRARY~

currrently, i am typing in the library...
at first, i thought this spot wasn't that cold....
cuz.. it was warm at first when i came in...
after 2 hours staying in this library at the same spot successfully without moving to anywhere, the coldness started tto haunt me...
i dun like this...
actually, i can stand with the cold...
but... BUT.. BUT....
my hands and lengs can't stand it....
i have to find something to do so that my fingers will not numb...
tat is why i am typing this...
hmm...
eventually, this is the 3rd post i typed today...
i dunno...
there's just too many thing sin my head...
my brain cells are having some traffic jam inside there...
i need to let something out...
however, something really serious did not come out yet...
i dunno how to make it leave me...
it juz won't leave me..
i hope it won't affect me..
i really need to focus on this critical time in ASASI TESL~
i hope i can success this time...
my targeted pointer is 3.5 and above~
i hope i can achieve it~ ^^
anyway, gtg now!~
bye~~~ till next time~ <3 <3

are girls complicated???

maybe to guys we, "GIRLS" are complicated....
it is because u are guys....
we as girls, also think that u, "GUYS" are complicated as well...
it is not easy to be a girl or a guy....
we are just being ourself....
it is not easy to understand everything about the opposite sex...
maybe to some guys, saying somesweet things and care about the girls will make the girls fell for you more, however, have you all,guys, ever think that we also have feelings??
we might fell for your sweet words or maybe care...
but, please do not pretend about it...
although we can't see the real you inside ur 'immune body', but, sometimes, we, as girls, we can feel it...
we have feelings too.....
dun step on us like that....
if youguys think that we all girls are soooo complicated, then why do you guys need us at the first place??
why dun u just pair up with a guy then...
guys are not complicated what....
we,the girl speciesare weird and hard to understand....
then, just leave us...
we can stand on our own... WITHOUT GUYS~
thanks~~ <3
that wasmy opinion~ <3 <3
no offense please~ =)

organ donation???

haha XD
i have just finished giving my speech on organ donation, a gift of life....
erm........ at first, it went out well....
but, up to the third paragrapgh, i tend to read from the text in my dear lappy.....
however, i just love my speech...
muahahahahahahaha XD
it has been sooooooo long since i gave a speech in front of everyone else....
it's great to give a speech again...
although this is not a competition, but this is for the sake of my grades for TSL032, Listening & Speaking.... important tau!!!! XD
hmm...
now, i'm in love with the topic of organ donation.....
although there were already 155,553 people had registered for organ donations, but, only 309 cases of organ donation were recorded and from that amount, only 20 cases of multiple organb and tissues transplantation...
see..... from the statistic released in NTRC, we are clear that organ donation are needed in Malaysia... ^^
so, for more information, (erm.... i am not paid for this) okey..... erm.... for more information, for the people in Malaysia, u can contact NTRC at 1800-88-9080 or just visit their website, at www.agiftoflife.gov.my.....
let us all suport organ donation by pledging to be organ donor!! <3

assignments?? DONE!!!

yeah~ as u can see... i have done all my assignments...
this week is the most tiring week of all cuz i have been using my brain juice too much to complete all my assignments.... i hope that i did well... ^^
anyway, although my assignments are done, but, i still have islamic education and book review presentations, persuasive speech and also tests~
however, i dun really mind with it.... as long as there are no more written assignment to be done... i had had enough of it..... >_<
i can't bear it anymore.....
PHEW~~ taking foundation programme is indeed a fast track, but, the fast track had been compressing me with all those work and presentations during this two semesters.... although i had a tough time, but, i had fun with my friends too...
u noe wad??? we are having a Asasi TESL Final Dinner next sunday.... and.... I AM GOING~~~ LOL~ i dunno.... at first, i dun feel like going, but, after some deep thoughts, i decided to go and have fun with all my friends because our programme is coming to an end and some of us may pursue their studies else where and we might not be meeting again... i dunwan to regret anything, so, i wish that i can have lots of fun with them on the coming sunday night~~
besides that.... i am aiming for higher pointer this semester... i dun care.... i need some changes in my methods of study.... i need to get better result this time.... i have become more confident on my writing and i am still working hard on my grammar.... i hope that i had improved at least a little bit since i have started this foundation programme... english isn't tat hard if i really immerse myself into them.... i juz love languages... and i hope that i can learn more languages after this... that's the only dream that i am holding to all this while~ <3 <3
oh! i gt to get going and study for my test...... literature test coming up in an hour~ LOL~ XD XD XD
till next time guys!!~ bye bye~

drama~

huhu~
i must admit tat i dun really like drama class at first...
cuz, i hav to act a lot....
and i dun like it....
however, my perception towards drama changed when time goes on...
i found tat drama is something interesting and i had a lot of fun during drama class~

hmm~
last week, on 19th february, ourclass had performed our final drama in the intec great hall...
wanna noe wad is the drama about???
haha XD
it's a nice story...
this drama is about a little girl... who went crazy.... and she had this hallucination of killing people.... well... she killed those people without she realizing it... and, her 'dead' brother,Allen covered for her~ huhu~ a psycho and emo girl.... ayssya did a really good job.... haha XD nice drama guys!!~ XD

here's our posters for the drama~
sorry for the late post~ huhu





owh~ there's another pic that we took~ and i think tat it's nice~ XD

孤单？

孤单。。。。。。
我想，孤单是好的。
不用为那些复杂的事繁。。。
也不需要为那些心痛的事哭。。。。

孤单是好的~
好的~~

did i do anything wrong??

to u....
i hope u noe who i am talking about...
i'm sorry if u r hurt cuz i can't go out to the riverside with you last time...
i'm really sorry...
hope u forgive me...
i dunno...
i juz feel like u r angry of me... or maybe hurt....
i'm sorry if i did make u angry or hurt...
how are you nowadays???
i hope u r ok.... and happy...
sorry... i am quite busy now at tis time...
sorry i din contact u....
sorry if i hurt u....
i really am....
hope tat u r ok now... be happy...
i'm juz not sure wad i did...
please tell me....
please~
i really miss you~

好复杂~

对，我是生气你的。。。
可是我不知道为什么每一次我见到你的时候，
我都会把一切忘掉。。。
我很疼你，没错。。。
可是，我却不知道你的想法。。。
我试着去了解，可是，我永远都不会了解你。。。
对不起。。。
虽然和你见面了，我还是找不到我所要的答案。。。
我希望你能告诉我那些一直以来我所寻找的答案。。。
希望我们能回到以前的时光，一起度过那条长长的蓝河，一起寻找我们的幸福~

i.... dunno~

hmm...
i juz done reading asmira's blog...
wad happened to her happened to me before...
so, i noe how does it feels like...
i dun like it either...

i noe tis one guy...
i seldom talk to him during school time....
however, we met at FB and we talked...
so, he became my brother...
tat time he was very sad because of his EX-gf~
bt thn, all of a sudden, they couple back...
and i was happy for him..
suddenly, i got a message at FB...
this girl attacked me...
and she said, i was flirting with his bf~
excuse me!!! wad?? flirting with him??
i hav lots of work to do, and do u think tat i HAV time to flirt with him???
and she wrote smthg bad bout me in her blog..
tat was awful...
she's from kedah..
so, her language was.... RUDE~
and i HATE tat~
u r studying in matrik, but, u can;t even answer a simple question tat i wrote in english...
tat was PATHETIC!!!
dun ever act like u r the GOD of everything and scold ppl juz because of ur STUPID JEALOUSY!!!~
i dun like tat kind of ppl..
and, fro my bro, u r soooo STUPID and WEAK because u let that kind of girl to step on ur head...
i juz can't believe tat someone as ALIM as you will juz let a girl as BAD as her to be by ur side...
u r juz.... USELESS~
tis is the first time i release a;; tis anger tis way..
i hope u understand...
i didn't contact u because i was sooooo tired with all this stuupiiid arguement with the idiot~
i dun hav the energy anymore...
and please....
let me go..
i'm not ur sister anymore...
thank you~

so, next time, dun judge ppl by it's cover...
i learnt that now...
tat girl looks beautiful and nice but, her heart was all BLACK!!
it was painted black~
and i dun like that kind of person~
get out of my life!!!!~
tq~
phew~~

happy chinese new year~

happy chinese new year to all my friends, and my family... ^^
this year, we stayed in a hotel...
why???
cuz... my grandma's house became the victim of the heavy rain...
got wad i meant??
i think u got it already....
anyway, i dun really like the hotel...
for some reasons~
somehow, my chinese new year was just the same as the previous years....
we celebrated chinese new year in my grandma's house...
after the ang pao giving ceremony, my uncles, unties, grandma and cousins started to play mahjong~~
i heard, one of my cousin lose around RM600~
wow~ tat's a lot...
anyway, it's a gud day....
and everyone enjoyed...
i bumped into one of my roommate last night in jusco...
i was soooo shocked when i saw her...
haha XD
i tot her house was at klang~
i din noe she got a house at melaka...
haha XD
anyway, happy chinese new year to everyone...
and... happy holiday!