toilet~~

today is monday...
and today is the 8th day i'm working in garden seafood....
last week, i had to clean all the glasses, wipe all the tables and also the decorations....
this week, i have to wipe all the tables and the decorations.... and also my new job, clean the toilet~
it's nt clean the toilet once a day...
but, i have to clean the toilet 4 TIMES in a day~~ WOW!~
i can;t express it with any word...
phew~ i can juz do my job quitely and make sure tat the toilets are clean, arranged and smell good (we used ajax fabulosso~~ nice!!! <3 <3 i like it!!!)
however, when i came out from the toilet, i'll smell like the toilet, of course AJAX FABULOSSO! LOL~~~XD XD
thr's sooo much to learn and i have an interview coming soon in a few days...
so many things to do in a short time~ haiyo~
i dun like tis~
anyway, have a nice day guys~ ^^

interview?? again??

aiyo~~ i tot i dun hav to attend any interview anymore...
hmm.... anyway, i checked the uitm page today and i found out tat i have to attend an interview at uitm seri iskandar on 30th april 2011, 2pm~
errrrr..... 2pm??? tat is my lunch time~ LOL~~
haiyo~~ now i have to get the certs raady~~ AGAIN~~
interview for wad course??
hmm.... bachelor in communication, communication instructional~~~
wad's tat??? i dunno~~~ wad i noe is it gt something to do wif communication...
gt to ask my mum after tis... and do some research...
haiz... nt easy...
my mood nw???
interview mood~~ =.=

~waitress~

i never thought tat i will end up working as a waitress...
although i've push away tat offer for several times, i ended up working there...
tpoday is friday and today is the 5th day i'm working as waitress in Garden Seafood....
garden seafood, such a famous restraunt where a lot of customers will stop by no matter they are from Thailand, Singapore.... or... all over Malaysia...
at first, i thought, working as a waitress there requires me to juz, take orders and send the dishes including cleaning the table...
however, working as a waitress in garden seafood doesn't seem as easy as i thought of...
i have to more work such as cleaning the vegetables, the onions, the spoons and forks... basically everything?? =.= luckily i dun have to wash the plates.... if nt, i'll pull my face longer than it is now...
despite of the works tat came to me like a mountain, i can't stand one thing where i have to stand all the time....
haiz.... my legs~~~ they are aching every night~~
i can't do anything to them.....
anyway, i started to enjoy tis job although i dun really wan tis job at first....
and.... i started to understand the gossip going around the restraunt...
haha XD XD
i hope tat i can work peacely there and leave peacefully.....
P/S: i really hope tat september comes fast~~ (cuz i dunwan to work there anymore) XD XD XD

anyway, till next time guys!
have a nice day~~ ^^

i'll call you a 'beggar'....

are you wondering why i'm calling you a beggar??
huh~
i think u noe the answer very well...
or.... u dunno the answer??
you wan me to tel you??
of course!! i dun hav any problem wif it...
i call u a 'beggar' because you always act like an idiot to beg help from others...
u r also a 'beggar' because you always act like a persn who are lonely and beg sympathy from other people...
u r also a 'beggar' because you beg other people to believe in ur words and ur stories...
u r also a 'beggar' because you will do anything to beg for ur loved ones' attention and love....
but, do you noe that the way you used to beg other people is really annoying and make other people sick of you??
i guess you dunno that because to you, thr's nothing wrong in being pathetic and 'begging' from others cuz in the end, you will get everything that you ever wanted..
but, i am really sorry....
really sorry that i can't the one to provide all those things that you needed in your life...
please... stop being pathetic...
i cannot accept that anymore...
do change.....
thank you~ =)

O.O

why does it sound like i made a big mistake??
it's not even my fault...
u came at the wrong time...
dun give me tat kind of reply...
tat kind of intonation...
which made me a big culprit in this case...
i'm sorry if i hurt you..
but, dun exagerate it and make it like i made a big mistake...
i dun like it...
u noe the situation well...
so, evaluate it urself!
dun blame me...
and, it's nt tat i dun pity kir care bout you, but, the situation does not allow me to do so...
so, please be understanding~
thank you~~
thank you very much~~
=)

to my sissy~

tis entry is a special entry for karthiapurani thiruganaselvan, my beloved sissy~~
first of all, i wan to apologize to you cuz i forgot to wish you HAPPY BIRTHDAY (which is very important..... >.<)
haiz.. and i realized it late.... which was 2 days after ur birthday~
haiz... i'm sorry~
honestly, i dun hav any present to give you...
but, i have one video to give you...
it's a video tat me and my best buddies from uitm recorded it the night before we all seperated and went bac to each others' home (since our foundation dh habis)...
i'll tag you... and tis video is a secret video... (please dun expose it to anyone especially in fb, if u wan to let ur girl friends to see, it will be ok, but, please, dun insult us, our voice are nt tat gud~ hehe~~)
so, enjoy the song, it's a korean song entitled it has to be you by super junior yesung~~
it is a nice song~~
and... seriously, i'm sorry cuz i forgot to wish u on ur birthday~~~ haiz...
anyway, happy belated birthday sissy~
i love you very very very very very very very very much....
do always remember about me... cuz u r always in my mind... and u will alaways be in my heart... i will love you always... and you will remain as my sissy forever and ever....
i hope tat we can see each other after this... i really miss you... i miss your jokes, i miss your cute little face and i miss your smile~~ i hope to see them soon....
last but not least, study hard and take care of yourself sissy~~ if you have any problems or you need any consultation, you can come to me directly cuz i am your dustbin for wadever problem you have and i won;t be bored listening to all your problems cuz i'm very honored tat i can be your 'dustbin'....
so, again, happy belated birthday~~ and i'm sorry again~~

P/S: i'll tag you on the video on fb ok?? ^^

girls language~ ^^

hah~ i found this on nyna's blog~~
thanks to nyna again~~ tq tq tq tq~~
basically, tat is girls language....
so, guys, please dooo understand.. haha XD XD
to girls, we ar not complicated, we are juz special~ =)

the most nervous day in my life~

yea~~ correct...
as you can see above, today is the most nervous day in my life....
i dun feel this kind of nervousness even when i hav to take my spm result...
ok... at first, i hav to go for my MUET speaking test...
i hav to be thr ar 7.30..
hmm... nt everyone can be thr early rite??
so, i missed the chance to meet kaman~ my best buddy~~
haiz~ sooo sad~ sob sob~ T__T
however, i successfully arrived at smk khir johari at 7.28??? haha XD
so, we were quarantined and i was in the third group....
it wasn;t as nervous as the last time... but, i still can't speak well cuz i am candidate A... i hav to talk first,.... haiz... i dun like tat...
however, i managed to do better in group discussion!! (although i dunno i did it correctly or not cuz i almost forgot hw to do it... OMG~ *FAINT*)
haha XD XD
after the speaking test, i was quite sure tat kaman kong is busy wif her study, so, i decided to go home....
after i had my breakfast, i suddenly remembered tat my foundation TESL result will be out today...
so, i went online and checked my result~~
okei~~ i was quite shocked wif my result... i tot i did poorly in the exam cuz the first grade tat i saw was C+... >_<
when i look carefully, yes! there is a C+~ haiz... i dun like the presence of 'C+' in my result slip~ >_<
anyway, my pointer went up this time.... i managed to get 3.41~~ HAPPY!! XD
but, if, i gt higher for basic principle in education (which i gt C+) i would have gotten 3.5 (my target pinter)~~ haiz... sad and happy at the same time~~ >_<
other than BPIE, i did well in other subjects.... ^^
as for my grammar, i got an A!!! haha XD XD i can't believe it~~ AAAAAAAAA~~ besides tat, i gt A- for drama, reading and Listening & speaking~~ i gt B+ for islamic education and also writing (which i can't believe tat!! i tot i did really bad!! T__T anyway, i'm grateful~) and last but not least, a B for literature~~ huhu~~
i'm happy~~ but, i'm still nervous... currently, i'm waiting for the interview list from KPLSPM~ haiyo.... too many things happen in one day... i'm gonna faint~~
please.... do let me check the list~~ >_<
i'm begging you~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ =(

jealous much??

i think u hav to agree wif me with this....
every human is just full of jealousy...
dun u agree??
a guy will be jealous if his girlfriend went out or just even talked to another guy...
a girl will be extremely angry and jealous to see her boyfriend did the same....
LOL~
seriously, i dun understand why such high doz of jealousy are needed in a relationship...
dun u think that too much jealousy will somehow ruin ur relationship??
i don't like jealousy...
cuz, it will always cause me headache....
when someone is jealous, u tend to do things that u never imagine u'll do...
such as, attacking innocent people...
excuse me!
are u married to him/her??
if the answer is NO, then who are you control him/her??
are you trying to say tat ur partner are not allowed to be friend with any other people??
then, how is ur partner going to live as a human??
human need friends.... do you noe tat??
letting ur jealousy ciontrolling urself is something wrong...
extremely wrong...
hav u ever regret wad u did??
i bet no!
cuz,, the people like you never use ur brain and think...
instead, you put ur brain on the floor... cuz to you, feelings are more important...
u let them conquer you without thinking about the circumstances...
u r juz tooooooooooo emotional....
think rationally babe...
u won't die if you think first before doing something...
it will turn out to be better than u think...
why dun u try it instead of just being emotional???
LOL~~
i tot i am the only victim here...
but, my best friend is also a victim to those emotional person...
emotional person who didn't fully use their brain...
haiz....
i hope i won't meet that kind of person again~~

till next time guys!~
bye bye~ =)