rhyme??

ok... my friend juz said tis to me juz now...

sori naik lori,
bapak i takde lori,
u pikir-pikir la sendiri,
u buat i ternanti-nanti!

LOL~ XD XD
it's hillarious~
akibat daripada belajar literature....
RHYME GILER!!~
LOL~~~ XD XD XD

pissed!!

friendship...... is beautiful.....

i agree.........

bt, comparing your best friends??? is tat necessary??? like seriously, is tat NECESSARY???

i dunno tat girl... really dunno her.... u said tat she's a very gud friend... ok...i believed in you... bt, i never knew tat tat particular gud friend tat u r having nw will replace someone tat's way more u love tat her..... u replace your world best friend with a girl tat u juz knew few months ago??? is tat fair??!!!! is tat logic??!!! is tat acceptable???!!

now, i'm gonna say smthg... i dun accept it, n i can't even accept it!! it's not acceptable at all!! i dun care wad had got into your mind... i dun even care wad she said to u, wad charm she put on u, i juz can't accept it!! tat's too much!!

huh~ i juz dun believe ur new friend anyway... cuz, she doesn't look like someone tat i cn trust... u r juz pissing me off.. yes, i love u my best friend, bt, u really pissed me off~ and... i won't ever ever ever n ever forgive you if you ever hurt the people tat i love.... mark my words, N...E...V...E...R...!!!!!!~

college??

okay.... i'm an 18 years old girl... oh! it's new year already... thn i should be 19 now... hmm... well... i'm 19, yes, 19..... why do i feel like i'm old now?? ok... that's nott the point now... i'm juz saying that, i'm 19, and i'm studying in a college now...UiTM Shah Alam... i'm doing Foundation in TESL.. what is TESL?? you all might want to ask that cuz everyone does... ^^

TESL~ TESL is Teaching English as Second Languagel.. do i want to be a teacher?? HEll NO!!!~ i don't want to be a teacher... because i know that i can't be one... and my parents won't approve it too....

now, talking about college.... college life is fun.... because we get to know new friends... learn new things... get to learn how to be independent... get to go other places... more or less, like... more... FREEDOM~ yes~ more freedom~

i really love college life.... but... somehow, i felt that something's missing.... i'm not sure bout what it is... just.... i.... started to miss my school days.... lil by lil... bit by bit... and now, i really really miss those days when i was busy finishing my homework (opps! i never do my homework, i juz did some~ haha XD), the day i was busy fighting and quarreling with my friends, the day i was busy with co-curriculum activities, the day i went out for competitions with my friends, the day i spent my time in the classroom listening to my teachers, and the days i laugh, cried and jumped in the school.... it's such a splendid memories.... i just miss them sooooo much!!

no matter how much i love my college life now, i still miss my school life a lot.... because, i was with them for more than 5 years.... the bond between us can't be seperated that easily.... i just miss all of them very very very much..... i hope they miss me too~~ haha XD

so, to whom who wants to leave your school life early, think of it again.... school is where your memories lies.... school is where you learn, by yourself, with the help of your friends and of course, your teachers.... appreciate and spend your time wisely in school days because i'm very very sure that you will miss those splendid time one day just like i do~

to all my firends out there, please be healthy.... happy new year.... i hope that you all will have a gorgeous year in this 2011... and i hope that you all won't forget me~ have fun!!~ XD XD

1111~

yesterday was the first day in the new year....

i was 'trapped' in the house for about a week... i wasn't able to go out with anyone.... cuz, eventually my best friends aren't free... anyway, i managed to go our with atifa, karthi and sharrvind yesterday....

i went out at 2.30 pm with atifa... we went to town.... we walked and talked.... after a while, we headed to easy cafe and had something nice to eat there... after that, we headed bac to the town again... we went to pasar malam and then we shopped for some things.... it was fun.... it's quite some time i didn't see her... i miss her soooo much~ then we shopped till... erm... 6++.... thn, i went to see karthi and sharrvind at 7++~ we talked n laughed n talked n laughed... it was fun.... i didn't see them for.... a year i guess??? tat was long.... haiz... it's hard to get a chance to see them.... haha XD

after the long talked, i went bac home, i started to online... and i had fun in fb last night.... it was a mess... cuz, there were 3 person who were chatting with me... n thn, the comments in my status n wall post... n also i was busy writing my opinion on how i met a person and wad do i think about him/her through my status.... it was fun.... haha XD

anyway, i went through a happy new year~~

hope you all have fun!!~ XD

sorry~

i noe you for quite some time now....

tat day, seriously, i was too happy when i saw you....

everything went so well that day.... i was happy because i finally had the chance to meet you.... so, i talked to you for a while....

i din realized tat the word came out from my mouth.... seriously i din remembered a single thing, how, when and why i said such word and i said it to you... the only thing i noe was i am super and extremely happy when i got a chance to meet you....

i noe you had a lil problem with my mum.... ur mum knew bout it too... ur relationship wif my mum became a bit awkward....i noe tat....

i care bout you... tat's for sure.... i dunwan our friendship to end too... it's juza word.... and tat word juz made you sad.... i'm sorry... i din realized tat earlier... cuz, seriously, i never take u as a person like tat.... u r special in ur own way.... and everyone is special....

u r not wad i said tat day.... i am the one who are dumb because i can;t even control wad i'm saying.... tat's all... i'm sorry i made you sad, angry and hurt.... i'm sorry... tat's all i can say now...

u dun even wan to talk about tat anymore.... you doesn;t even wan to listen to me rite now.... u can't accept anything i say now.... it's ok.... u dun hav to...

i juz hope tat u r happy now... be happy my dear friend~ and once again, i'm sorry... i'm sorry~

truth??

hmm... i'm confused....

how am i suppose to know that everything that you told me are the truth??

it's not that i don't believe you... but, not everyone will tell everything to the other person... unless, you believe in him or her....yes, u told me everything.... the other person also told me everything... that person is saying about A, but, you were saying about B, so, should i trust A or B??? or both?? hmm.... both of you were talking about the same thing, but different descriptions and details.

sometimes, i know that particular person very well, and, of course, i'll trust him or her no matter what other people said about them.... but, after some time, i can't even differentiate which one is the truth... cuz, the person that talking to me is my best friend, and the person that he/she talking about is my bestfriend too... so, which side should i lean to?? can anyone answer my question?? can anyone help me to solve my doubtness and confusion??

hmm... i really can;t run away from confusion... cuz, confusion just come chasing me whenever i wanna escape from them... so, i guess, i'll just let it be that way then.... hmm~