Why does it hurt So much?

why do i care so much?
why do i still try?
why does it hurt so much when there was never anything there?
why does it makes me cry?
why you but not someone else?
will you ever care?
will you be able to dry my tears?
will you ever get over yourself and open up your eyes?
will you?
i ask myself those question everyday but cannot find any answers.
maybe now you might realize what i go through everyday and how much it hurt!
but you will never change....